There is a demon deep inside of me. I can feel it stir from time to time. i know its strange but yet its all too familiar. The dark feeling that stirs and for some unknown reason i can't control it. I tame it so it doesnt scare her... I cant explain it nor do i understand it. All i know is that i do not want her to know... i dont want her to know what it is that eats away at my very soul... I will fight it until the end... but i know in the end it will consume me... But i cant gie up... not yet... not now... not until my dying breath is taken from my body.